I met up with Garrett and Yilun from Heart of God Church today, through Wei De of course. I remember how God-loving I was during my pre-enlistment days. Then fatigue from work and military trainings starts to consume every bit of time and energy that was left of me. My weekends then were spent heavily on trying to get as much sleep as possible. Attending church service was never part of the agenda.

A couple of weeks ago, Wei De brought me to Heart of God Church, and it was everything I expected. The only thing that amazed me were the number of full time national servicemen freshly booked out of camps and were present in church for the evening service. It was (and still is) an amazing sight. More astonishingly, the volunteers running the church in the Pastors’ absence are five years younger than I am.

It was their sheer confidence in knowing what they really want that scared the hell out of me. I know what I want in life, but it isn’t without doubts and discouraging moments along the way. In anyways, I’m glad that I did met them, and managed to air what I’ve always wanted to say for quite a while.